Good Kiss

Is it just that you are a good kisser when I feel like our lips fit together like matching jigsaw pieces, and when we kiss I can think of nothing else, I am completely consumed by it never feeling a desire for it to end, and your hand hold my face and bring my mouth to yours, so gently and softly, to me I feel so much passion like my mouth belongs on your mouth
So I ask you
Is it because you are a good kisser that your kiss lingers on my tongue and in my mind?
Is it just me who feels so involved in our kiss or do you ?
And if you do what does it mean, to kiss another who you feel fills apart of you that has long been empty ?
because I’m going crazy trying to figure it out.

Why are you doing this?

I wonder if you realize how much this hurts me? I have no idea what you are feeling on your side of this but I wish you would talk to me. We cannot keep doing this to each other. I am ready, do you not see that? Are you afraid we could never live up to what your parents have? (We will.) Are you afraid you are not at a point where you can provide? (I do not care.) Are you afraid I will notice your flaws and my feelings will change? (Nothing will ever change my feelings, not after this long.) Now please, break the silence. You have nothing to be afraid of, I will be there for you. I will not pass judgment I will tell you whatever you want to know and I will love you for forever and a day.